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The next day is full of preparation. The first thing we do is set up a meeting between our ground crew, a handful of Hylarans (Hive, Celti, Elenna, Max and Dr Kim, chosen for their existing proximity to us and expertise in relevant fields), and the shipboard crew via radio.
“So the plan, as I understand it,” Captian Kae Jin says over the radio, “is to take advantage of modern technology to rebuild the Courageous to be able to last in space indefinitely. We need to redesign systems to make anything disposable as recyclable as possible, reallocate enough space and energy to be able to grow enough food to feed the crew, and set things ups so that anything disposable can be resupplies by harvesting asteroids. And outfit the ship to be capable of harvesting from asteroids.”
“That’s pretty much it,” I say. “Elenna, what’s the composition of the meteorites you guys get down here?”
“Primarily iron and titanium. We don’t know if there’s water, since that would burn up long before it reaches the ground. Little to no radioactives.”
“A lot of iron and titanium up here is a good start,” Captain Kae Jin says. “We can build a lot with that, and it allows us to test harvesting and manufacturing systems before leaving the area, as well as get stuff built up here without having to launch a whole lot of dense metal from the planet. But you all see the problem with this harvesting plan, right?”
There’s a lot of problems with the project, but one completely inescapable one related to the harvesting. “You can’t harvest asteroids at near-light speeds,” I say. “Doing this would mean stopping and starting on the journey, from star to star. If we’re really lucky, you might be able to get everything set up in this star system and make a straight run, but much more likely, this is going to be a slow, slow journey. Much slower in Earth or Hylaran time, and much, much slower in ship time, because you lose the benefit of time dilation.”
“Generations will live and die on this ship,” Captain Kae Jin agrees. “My crew are willing to do that. But the chronostatic colonists simply cannot stay in chronostasis for that long.”
I nod, although Kae Jin of course can’t see me. They’ll live and die on the ship, too. They’ll have to be revived on the journey, not at the destination.
“And more time is more resource consumption, more wear to the equipment, more time that we need these systems to keep going, more food we need to produce, more resource harvesting that we need to do. If we’re doing this, we can’t rely on an irreplaceable consumable resource at all. Everything needs to be harvestable from space or growable from things that are. Carbon, metals, and ice are abundant out here, but…”
“Nitrogen,” I say. “Helium should be harvestable, but…” Nitrogen is relatively abundant in space… in planetary atmospheres. Outside of those gravity wells? Much harder to come across. “Nitrogen’s a serious limiting factor down here, too.” Limited nitrogen aboard the Courageous isn’t necessarily a critical problem. It does mean using means of manufacturing that don’t use nitrogen, or at least don’t turn any of it into unrecoverable waste, but its main use for us is biological, and the biological systems aboard the Courageous should be as close to closed systems as we can get. If you’ve got your 70% air saturation and you’ve got your living soil, you don’t need more nitrogen except for in emergencies; it moves in a cycle. Depending on how much they modify the ship, the Courageous should already have enough nitrogen stored to do that.
The problem is airlocks. No airlock is one hundred per cent efficient. You lose a little air, a little water, every time the airlock cycles. There’s also the issue of hull leaks, and of nitrogen-consuming accidents. A problem on the short jaunt from Earth to Hylara? No; just bring spare air. A problem in a ship travelling through space indefinitely? Absolutely.
They won’t need much nitrogen. But they’ll need a source of it.
“That’s a late-stage problem,” the Friend says, leaning against an unused control panel in the radio tower and adjusting a bandage on its arm. (It had woken up that morning with deep scratches on its face and arms, but hadn’t wanted to go back under medical observation, so we’d helped it dress the wounds, grabbed breakfast and come here.) “We can’t launch without solving it, but there are so many other problems that need solving before it’s even a factor.”
“Definitely,” Captain Kae Jin says. “I just want to be sure that we all understand the magnitude of what we’re trying to do here. Earth was able to take a lot of shortcuts with the Courageous, because it was a single trip vessel that could carry its own supplies. We can’t take those shortcuts. If there’s anything here not renewable or replaceable, we run the very real risk of condemning our descendants to die in space. The immediate concern, of course, is getting this thing worthy for space travel at all.”
“You need Hylara’s metal manufacturing tech and a working AI,” Tal says. “Have you guys had any luck putting Amy back together? I’m not getting anywhere with the parts you’ve sent me.”
“I’m afraid not,” Asteria says. “It does look like Cory ate up significant parts of kes own programming to replace it bit by bit with what it was offloading to brains. Absolutely stupid experiment. I wish the people who came up with this were still alive and on board so I could shake some sense into them. Tal and my stopgaps are working for what they were designed to do, but…”
“You’ll want a working, coordinated AI for a long journey,” Tal says. “There are too many systems to trust to human oversight and individual programs.” Ke turns to the Hylarans in the room. “Mama piloted your ship, right?”
Hive nods.
“A small ship with no living crew is much, much less complicated than the Courageous,” Captain Klees points out. “But some kind of AI pilot is better than nothing. Mama might be able to be trained to use all the relevant Courageous systems. It was smart enough to raise children.”
“And it got them here with no human oversight, which is much better than anything our AI could manage,” I add.
Elenna nods. “We can transmit that program after this meeting. It’ll take…” ke checks some instruments… “probably about sixty four hours to transmit at maximum transmission rates. And we’d need to make the copy first. I don’t know how long that takes.”
“Double the transmission time for error checking,” Tal says. “It’s be best to just prearrange and block out a few days where we’re out of contact just for the transmission.”
“We’re somewhat off the equator here, too,” Sam says from the ship. “We’re not stationary above you, and with the weather patterns, we have to expect interruptions over a period of time that long. Best to triple the time, to be sure.”
“Let’s arrange as much as we can to prepare for a long period out of contact, then,” Captain Klees says. “It’s a good thing we’re not in a hurry. My main question right now is, is any sort of material transfer from Hylara to space viable? Building modern tech from the resources aboard the Courageous is its own chain of building better machines to build better machines. If there’s some way to re-aim the Hypati launcher to get things into orbit, we could send up some printers…”
Denish speaks over the radio. “We would need to make small craft up here, to get the package. Unless you want to just throw it into the side of the ship, which as an engineer I can tell you, is bad idea. We need to make ships to harvest materials anyway, but to make one before getting modern manufacturing equipment to pick up the modern manufacturing equipment is much harder.”
“Like when you lose your login details so your company sends your login details to your account for you,” Tal says. “And you have to hack to get them anyway.”
“I’ll ask about the launcher,” Celti says. “Even if they have to make one harvesting craft with their primitive technology, it’s probably easier to do that than to catch up to modern tech without us sending them anything. But the Hypati launcher doesn’t do gentle. Whatever we send you will have to be something that can be packed up to withstand the dangers of rapid acceleration. Or at least be something you can repair up there.”
Yeah, that’s a point. And it’s going to make my immediate plans more complicated. I should check how viable they are anyway.
After the meeting, I try to get Dr Kim alone for a quick chat. This is remarkably easy to do, since it turns out she wants to see me, too. We lag behind everyone else leaving the building and she hands me a small bag.
“Your things,” she says, “that you had when you collapsed.”
Ah. I’d almost forgotten about that. I tuck the bag into my belt. “Can we talk?”
“Of course. I can’t help noticing that the Leadership hasn’t shown up to yell at me about medical experiments.”
“It seemed an unnecessary complication. Unless you’re going to make me regret it. Your immortality experiments…”
“Volunteers. And going decently, by the way.”
“I don’t particularly care. I want to ask you about brain surgery.”
Dr Kim sighs. “I know your Friend is having a difficult time adjusting to a more healed brain, but I’m not going to mutilate it again just because – ”
“Not what I was going to ask. I want to know how you did it. I’m not a brain expert, but I can’t figure out how you’d even reverse a Lyson procedure.”
“We don’t know how successful the reversal was, yet. There’s marked improvement, but we don’t know if there’ll be a full recovery.”
“Nevertheless. The surgery did something. And, frankly, that sounds absurd to me. I simply don’t see how putting new brain tissue where the damaged brain tissue was can possibly restore lost functions like that. It’s a brain, it can’t possibly be a case of just sticking fresh tissue in the right spot granting function. There’s no way it works like that. Or does it? Explain it to me.”
“It’s very complicated.”
“Exactly. You don’t know how it works either, do you? You claimed my optic nerve was too damaged for you to work with, which I assume was a lie so I’d agree to the artificial eye you needed for your experiment, but everything else you’ve done is, frankly, remarkable. The range of tests and scans you can run by pushing a few buttons is unbelievable. You took a crash course in surgery for a few days and then grew and grafted a new foot to Captain Klees’ leg with no complications. Tinera’s hand must have been even harder. And the Friend’s brain is, frankly, ridiculous. So quickly? On barely any training?”
Dr Kim shrugs. She seems baffled by my amazement. “Is this going somewhere?”
“Yeah. Just how good are your medical robots? How much has autodoc technology improved since we left Earth? Because, correct me if I’m wrong, but if one doctor can do all this with minimal training and no noticeable errors, I’m guessing that it’s your machines working miracles.”
“Is basic surgery a miracle?”
“Don’t give me that. You know how much more advanced your tech is than ours, or you wouldn’t have lied to me about my eye.”
“That doesn’t mean our tech is miraculous, it means that yours is bad. But if you have a health complaint that you think we can solve, drop by and I’ll – ”
“Not me.” I point up to the station above us. “Captain Kae Jin. Do you hear how out of breath she always is on the radio? That means they haven’t fixed her lungs, and given how much her whole crew care about her, that must mean that they can’t. That’s a big risk with post-chronostasis organ failure; stress on the body increases the odds of further problems, so not fixing failing organs is a risk, but the trauma of serious surgery is also a risk. And I’m looking at my crewmates walking around with new functional limbs so soon after surgery and I have to wonder – is your surgery as traumatic as ours? Do you think that your machines could safely replace Kae Jin’s lungs?”
“I don’t know, Aspen. I don’t know anything about the effects of chronostasis that wasn’t in your medical records.”
“Your machines would, or Mama would. This colony was built expecting to receive people from chronostasis. You have the knowledge somewhere.”
“I’ll find out.”
“Thank you.”
I make my way back to our dome, glancing up at the clouds above like I expect to be able to see the Courageous through them. The chances of the Hypati launcher being able to launch something as delicate as surgery robots is very, very low. Maybe they can be packaged up in some way that resists that kind of acceleration, but I doubt it. So if Hylaran medicine can help her, then she has a very difficult choice to make.
Twenty years, that crew served together on that ship, and then more after we revived them. They’ve made no secret of the fact that that tube is more of a home to them than any planet can ever be, and Captain Kae Jin’s life’s mission was to safeguard those colonists and see them awake, a duty that should have ended here at Hylara but thanks to this new plan will extend back out into the stars. If the Hylarans can heal her and the Courageous can’t, then she has a hard choice ahead of her – a life here, abandoning her mission and her home and very likely her crew, or a much, much shorter one up there.
And it’s hard to feel too sorry for her, because at least some people get a fucking choice. The Hypati launcher’s acceleration is too much for delicate machinery and it’s absolutely too much for delicate humans. We might be able to send some equipment up to the ship, if we’re careful and lucky, but we have no way of sending ourselves. The trip down to Hylara is one way, same as it always was.
And the people we were supposed to prepare for and call down after us, we’re sending away. Away to try again, somewhere else. Leaving us stranded down here. Ha, look at me, all self-pitying and using terms like ‘stranded’. I need to keep my head in the game. Everyone’s agreed that the best thing to do is send down a small number of colonists, enough to lend their experience and knowledge with new equipment and procedures to the Hylarans but not enough to completely overwhelm and drown their culture, and as a sociologist, my skills are going to be critically important in ways that they never would have been if we’d been the first to land. My real life’s work begins when that ship leaves orbit again. This isn’t going to be any sort of end, it’s going to be the beginning.
So why doesn’t it feel like it?

Hylara medicine… I’m not sure this plan will work without it. These people are going to be in chronostasis for far longer than they’re supposed to be. The viability is already low. There will be a lot of people who don’t make it or will be fighting for their organs for the rest of their lives, not just the captain. They need that medical tech. If they reach a planet without a working Vault, that also means no way to get extra materials from Earth. This is their one chance to get technology that’s not a century out of date, and there will not be a second chance.
Not a huge fan of how Dr. Kim talked about the Friend’s surgery. I think the major cultural taboo that the Hylarans violated needs to be addressed sooner rather than later.
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I’m finally caught up and oh my GOD Derin. you had better make sure that the massive discretion with the Friend is addressed soon or physically violence will occur (not literally)
anyway. what the fuck, cant WAIT for the next chapter!
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I guess I’m not sure why they wouldn’t just live in orbit for a generation or two? Or less? If they can fix the Courageous enough to go back into open space, they can fix it enough to serve as a colony while a VERY slow migration to the surface occurs. Hylaran lives are short, so a whole generation of Hylarans used to Earth humans may come to adulthood before the Courageous finds its next stop. That’s a lot of time to figure out an equitable society, and people on ship can still have meaningful work taking care of each other and the ship, making art, and trading with Hylara in relative safety.
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I’m guessing that in the case of the Friend, while the surgery was a “success” in that the Friend didn’t get killed from having brain tissue restored, the way of thinking – the patterns, the changes in attitude towards the self and others, etc – is not something so easily overwritten. You can’t reprogram a personality that easily.
Unlike Tinara’s hand, which was either “fixed” or “not fixed” – the Friend may be in a status of “fixed but still permanently altered in a way that can never be restored.” Think of ceramic repairs – you can put the pieces together, but even using gold in a kintsugi technique to make it beautiful , it’s still fundamentally changed.
At least I hope so, for the Friend’s sake.
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I hope so too.
But I think you’re right. When you’ve spent that long thinking about other people, both pre- and post-surgery, you probably get pretty good at it.
The fact that Hylara essentially had to invent and undertake a Lyson project, but that the friend is still, yknow, speaking and not comatose, makes me think that at the very least they didn’t manage to change its brain enough to make it outright selfish.
There’s a part of me that’s looking forward to reading the probably inevitable breakdown the friend has about its very mild selfish feelings, though. By their nature, the PUFs have been relatively quiet whenever there’s a lot of other people around and about, until they suddenly do something dramatic like kill somebody. We haven’t had a chance for the friend to be a close focus since it was just it and Aspen.
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prediction : they are gonna find a way to go back up,, but somehow both kae jin and klees are gonna not be able to or not want to, leaving Aspen to be the captain yet again
completely nonsensical but that’s the prediction I’m making :3
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The more they develop this plan, the less I like it. Seems like a stupidly dangerous risk to send more than 2000 colonists off to another exoplanet that could be another 40 years away in a ship already 20 years past its intended lifespan. It just doesnt seem feasible to me, especially if the colonists cant stay in chronostasis. What are they gonnna do? add 20 more living quarter rings to the Courageous? Integrating 2000 colonists without destroying the Hylara people seems incredibly difficult and fraught with peril, but is still feasible in my view.
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They’d just need a teleporter on the ship. Sure, you can’t send humans, but you’d be able to send machines, nitrogen and messages in case something goes wrong on either end. The only problem is, again, how to get such delicate tech up there without crashing it against the side of the ship.
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Now that I think about it, Mama must know how to build a teleporter, or at least how to fix it, right? If it breaks, the Antarticans loose their trade route and the Hyalrians die of starvation, so the AI must know how to maintain it in the long run.
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Ostaits nice to think that they might be able to safe Cap. Kea Jin. And it would help all the people in cronostasis.
also this story just got a lot longer… awesome!
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The courageous will be a generation ship?
those are practically evil by definition forcing generations to work for a goal they don’t have and might or might not ever be achieved.
I don’t feel it is any improvement at all to go from possible harm to the hylareans to the minimum five figures and probably more of victims this plan guarantees as a best case scenario.
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and the cherry on the shit pile is that the destinations are going to be colonized allready by cultures vastly different just like hylara that will either be just as threatened by them landing or a threat to them when they get there.
the tech isn’t becoming less outdated as they go hopping from star to star while generations of tech development happen, not even mentioning possible teleportation tech advances.
all in all this plan is morally bankrupt and functionally at best passing the hard decisions they don’t want to make here to their future victims.
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From what I understand they would specifically be trying to go to places where the colonies didn’t work out. Antartica sent Vaults to a bunch of places, but only a few worked out. The others presumably didn’t survive.
So if they could reach one of those places, they could reclaim the lost equipment, make the Vault operational, and establish their colony around it.
However, there’s a risk that the Vault pre-colony didn’t survive but the Javelin colony still did and Antartica doesn’t know because the colonists didn’t find the Vault or just didn’t use it to establish contacts.
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How is a generation ship categorically different from the way that every generation has to work and live with/in whatever environment their parents have them in?
At least with the ship everyone is presumably wanted, fed, and sheltered.
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Also, let’s not forget that Mama is perfectly capable of raising children from newborns up into adults entirely on her own. If among things upgraded on the ship there will be also robots (which presumavly the ship has and they were only inactive due to the electrostatic shield), it would be possible for the ship to NOT be a generational ship, while also making it to its destination. Aspen has already mentioned that technically, there only needs to be one person operating the whole thing, rising embrios in artificial vombs, to complete the mission. So worst things worst – the crew lives their lives in there until long age, chronostasys people stay in the chronostasys and who wakes up wakes up and who doesn’t doesn’t, Mama pilots the whole thing into the orbit and manages herself via robots, raises and educates the first new generation aboard just before they would reach the new planey, and then once they are old enough and near the orbit, these new people grown from embrios finish the mission.
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Opposite side of the planet with a Vault to Hylara seems a bit less inclined towards catastrophic failure, but not nearly as dramatic!
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This plan is very dramatic but tbh seems pretty irresponsible. Surely if we can repair the ship enough to be livable, we can come up with some sort of very slow drop schedule to integrate Courageous humans with Hylara a manageable amount at a time. Even if they have to go one set at a time, for 250 drop cycles, that still seems preferable to this current proposal.
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Adding to the pile on that this plan seems like crossing an ocean to avoid fording a river.
It also seems like an extremely pessimistic view for a sociologist to take. In all of the post-Neocambrian history that Aspen knows, has there really been no contact between cultures as different as these, which turned out well in hindsight? Are they really justified in thinking it’d be better for the ship and Hylara to stay segregate permanently?
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Is this finished? Are you going to continue? Or focus on the new story?
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This plan is utterly crazy but I can’t help but think even the premise is basically bankrupt.
This oh so precious culture was basically implanted into the Hylarans by Mama who is an Antarctican invention. Add to that they’ve only been around for 80 years it’s basically nothing compared to what will come, a genuine culture of settlers.
We also have no idea of the situation on Earth. The next crew of settlers are probably already en route.
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““Like when you lose your login details so your company sends your login details to your account for you,” Tal says. “And you have to hack to get them anyway.””
😂
“This isn’t going to be any sort of end, it’s going to be the beginning.
So why doesn’t it feel like it?”
🥺 Aspen, bby, allow yourself to feel a thing
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